yayaya~~~it's snowing!!!

Snowing la~~~

The whole UK is snowing now. I did not expect Exeter to snow that heavy. According to weather forecast, it should have light snow and it turned out quite heavy this afternoon. The locals told me it was the heaviest since 20 years ago. Well, cannot underestimate global warming. It might turn out to be a disaster. Careful y'all. Tomorrow is expected to have even heavier snow!

I hardly can imagine how London and other cities looks like. Exeter is consider at the very south part of UK and yet it snowed so heavily! Perhaps London, Surrey is all softy white now!

No train to London too!

Like a little girl, I was so excited when I see snow. This was my very first snow. I was so excited to see snow. I still remember Ren Ee's had a post about snow one year ago and now, I am experiencing it. Wow.... feel so fresh and so new for me.

I have only one class today. So after class, I went to ask information about my phone. When we walked there, the sky is still fine and shiny. Yes, sunny day. After I got all the information that I wanted, it snowed! Heavy snow! Like this.

I told my friends that I looked like dumpling today because white outside and inside stuffed with loads of fillings and I wore 4 clothes inside with cashmere somemore. Well prepared for the snow!!!!

Of course the snowing day will not be complete without snow fighting and snowman. Check my facebook for more pics!

Have my first experience of snow!!!! I like it now and I think I will hate it tomorrow!!!! It is so slippery and cold!!!! hahhahaha..........

haha....

Do you know I have to start studyng Economics all over again? Starting from Scarcity blah blah blah...... but this time I am studying with Prison Break screening on my computer. Hahaa~~~~~

Mom will shake her head again! haha!

Missin'

etc etc etc with no pictures but still missin'

I miss all of you!!!!!! I do, really do!

It's the 3rd week in Exeter. Nothing much happen but only lectures and gatherings here and there. Sometimes, I am just being tired to be the person who talks. Sometimes, I just wanna be quiet for a while. But due to the people here who doesn't really know me much, tends to ask me some very idiotic question like, "why u dun speak? are u sick? when u do not talk, U just like a dead person!"

Alright, that is not very nice~

When I say I want to study or do homework, some of them even said "hey, dun try to act that you are hardworking, I know u are not." Hello??? how long have you know me???

Sometimes, I need to hide from myself from the real me just to able to join in the group. Sometimes, I have to act like I am so interested in the certain topic just not to try to spoil the atmosphere.

Sometimes, can be torturing! and that's why I keep quiet.

Some high school gossips happen here and I just cannot stand it. It is so childish and yet they can make up a big fuss.

I know I should not judge people here now as I am still new for them and vice versa.

I did not blame them and I shouldnt

that's why i just release unsatisfaction here.

Tomorrow, I will still be the talkative me.

Friends, I just hope I can talk to you!!!! Missing all of you dearly!

ps: I want to be treated as a lady, not a joker.

Exeter the UnExpected!

I fall in love with the city and the university.

It is just the kind of Uni that I would have thought when I was younger.

People are walking or cycling to school. The campus is so big and they have everything inside. Book shop, shopping centre, cafes, bars, restaurants, theatre and night clubs.

University is really big and it takes time to walk from one place to another. Of course not as BIG as London universities that scattered all around the city but is huge campus.

Everyday I have to walk 20 mins to Uni.

Sometimes if I feel like going to city center, that is another 20 min from accomodation.

15 min of walk is actually nothing but Exeter is a city in the valley and the university is just on top of the hill...... hahahha..... and THAT is the killing part!

I have blisters on my feet not the back heel part but on my toes.

First time I had it on me, and I think I do not have a proper walking shoes which is causing that blisters.

So, I bought 3 pairs of shoes in one go!!!

A pair of boots

A pair of Nike sport shoes.

A pair of Adidas Sneakers.

All together 72 pounds! ~hey big spender~

I love the University Library, It opens 24 hours, 7 days per week. I just can go to the library whenever I want. The problem is that who willing to accompany me to go all the way to library to study??? haha.... no one and I guess I have to stay in my room to study......

Exeter town is just a small one but have everything that I need. From groceries like M&S, Sainsbury to Topshop, Jack Wills, we have it all in High street. Not too bad. It is definitely not as hustle bustle as in London but is ample to me. The most of all, I like it. I just like the English feel. There is a cafe in the Cathedral and the scones there taste so good. 1 pound each. Not too bad anyway. Food is good for me. I always eat good food. Food here are not expensive. You can have a traditional English breakfast with sausages, bacon and stuff in less than 3pounds.

is just like eating in KL standard. Is not too expensive!

First week was actually nothing much as u all might have know it. Weekends was just crazy.We had crazy nights on last Friday and Saturday though. Friday night was Sushi night as one of the Japanese friends is making us Sushi. It is not in my flat. It's in Campus. So, Hitomi, Taek and I walk all away there to join the International event. We have Japanese, Malaysians, Nigerians, Spanish, Switzerland,Russians, Italian, Korean, Indonesian and later come a few guys and I forget where are they from. The night was splendid and saw the guys get drunk is always a funny thing to look at! Crazy acts are all over the place. U might have notice the pictures in facebook.

Saturday night, we plan to go clubbing. So the dinner was prepared by pretty Laura from Spain. She cooked us dinner. The food was marvellous!!!! Good Spanish homedishes.... we enjoy ourselves! We had a huge discussion about Hitler on the night. Phew, almost had a fight that Ahmen like Hitler.... ahahhahhahaa...... Later the night, we went clubbing, Arena club and I just can say there are so many things to see when going to clubbing in UK. There was a freak old man keep on staring at Jimmy and later went up to him and said " I love you". I was laughing all the way.Hahahahaah.......

Entrance fee was 6 pounds and the guys pay for my drink. What I can say on that night was, I was the only one who has the body covered up the most. Hahahaha......LAdies there are piping hot! and so little clothes. I wonder did they feel cold or something???

The club closed at 2.30am and Kevin walked me home. So nice of him!!!!

On Sunday, I have to cook for "my kids". I made soup, fried beef with onions and stir fried Lamb liver. Imagine lamb liver? I didn't know how to cook it. It stinks so badly but Hitomi loves it. She enjoys every pieces of it. I just ate 1 and that's all for me! We had lovely lunch with 6 dishes and 1 soup! but only 6 of us!!!! hahaha.....The cola chicken which made by Monica was absolutely perfect. So tasty, I have to learn that recipe! Later on, we went shopping again! Hhaha.... that's when I got my shoes!!!

Hectic First week and that's about all from me.

Have to concentrate on studying now!

All my friends, We work hard together ya!!!!!

Miss ya and love ya loads!!!!

Greetings from Exeter,

Angeline

Exeter First Post

I Suppose to blog about my first week in Exeter.
But, I was just too busy, too busy having fun until when I reach room I do not have the energy to continue to blog everything!
Will update all soon!

the day has come!~

After deteriorating for so many months, it's time for me to pick up the pace and continue the journey as a student.

Tomorrow I will be leaving for Uni and to tell the truth, I am actually quite nervous about it. 10 times more nervous compared to college 2 years ago. Maybe is a different country. NOt maybe is exactly. Haha!!! No one in my college goes to the Uni that I am going. Good also. So that I can be new me again!!

Will off to Exeter early morning. Bon voyage!!!!


Next post will be in Exeter!

New year, new resolution!

Today is new year. It's time to have an evaluation on what I have done last year!
There are so many ups and down this year. Is really and emotional year.
I cannot really remember everything that was happen last year but I try my best to recall. All the good and the bad.


Major issues that bothers me last year,
1) My grandfather passed away.
2) I cannot get into the uni that I want.
both incidents happen on the same month which is on the August and happened so close.


Other than that, all are just happy things. Which is good I guess in some way just to compensate the bad ones. Did a lot of crazy stuffs. Breaking rules is always something nice to keep in mind forever. Like jumping in swimming pool doing???? U know what.... haha

of course not forgetting I traveled a lot this year. From near like Genting with friends, to Langkawi then to Hong Kong and later to Bangkok and now London. Wow!!!! I just flying around.



New Year must have new resolution. Of course, the very first thing is to get my studies in excellence performance.Second, I want to be a better person. Cut down emo, sensitive, selfish, rude,Lazyness, procrastination and all bad habits!!!! oh ya!! My weight also.

No more daddy's and mummy's little girl. I have to be on my own in this foreign land. I am sure I can do it lo!!!!

Happy New Year!

This is the very first post of my blog at 2009. Happy New Year to all.
Is the first day of the new year and guess what I have been doing?
Staying at my friend's penthouse and watch japanese drama. Not bad huh?
Yesterday was a "wonderful" night as I had experienced my first ourside country countdown and the first time in London and also first time countdown alone. Not really alone because there are like thousands people in the place but alone in the sense that I was not with any persons or people that I am familiar with. Haha.... sounds cool??? Not at all!!!!

I thought I can spend sometime with collegemates and due to the ridiculously crowd that flooded London city, there is no way that they can come and meet me. Well, is really insane over here. They can't meet me and my other friends already went to other side of the river. There is no way that I can go home due to the crowd and what I did, I stood among the crowd and stay there for fireworks.
Actually I did cry, haha.... because I was really freak out. When buddy said he cannot come, my heart just dropped and fear just came. I should not be so emotional I guessed but I cannot help it. Tears already falling on both cheeks. I saw drunk people, crazy people, horny people, and gosh there were some fights now and then. I am not trying to gain sympathy or whatsoever but a girl, chinese, alone in such big crowd with many crazy people, it is really DANGEROUS!!!!! U can't blame me for dropping tears off now and then! Gosh!!! that feelings is really bad. Maybe you all will think that is no big deal, but for me, it is really scary!!!!! I mean really scary.
The worst part of all is when I heard sounds of breaking glasses or bottles. That's really freaks me to the max!!!! I am so afraid people throw them on me, or get a fight with it! The second worst part was, the phone cannot get through. I cannot call to anyone. The line is so busy.
oh ya!!! got a kiss on the cheek from someone I don't know.
Saw some guys touching on girls boobs and humps.
Saw girls and guys stripping on top of a telephone booth.
Got tease by the policeman.
Was invited to try on a cigarette from someone behind.

IT IS DEFINITELY CRAZY!!!!

When I get to see my friends, I burst out again. I don't know why. It is not a relief feeling but a kind of release of fears and worries. I don't know how to express. Sweethearts, can u understand the feeling? Ren? Lu? Jing? Bell? Hui? Kat?U all understand or not?? When Glenna called my name, I saw them then turn over nangis. Such a emo girl I am. I couldn't help. Sorry bout that.

To buddy, luq, kevin, syaz,(i doubt they see this) glenna,

Hey guys so sorry bout everything that made you all walk so long just to see me talking non stop and complaining all time.and also all the manja and merajuk. Deepest apology.

I don't know whether mom will read this. She will be freaking out also that I was alone all time.

Mom, so sorry again. I promise from today onwards, I will not go anyway alone. Never!!!! I will get someone to company. I don't want to be that independant anymore. I don't want to have the loneliness in me anymore. I usually have families for backup and now I don't have any!!!

so~~~ new year resolution. Get a boyfriend!!!! ahahahhahahahahaha..... kidding!!!!

okay end of story, and that's how I spenｔ new year.

London First Post!

Hey all, I am here in London for the third day. Everything went smoothly during arrivals.Although got detention for health control, nothing much. Just to show some medical reports, that's all. Szu Mun came and brought her friend along. So, I have people to take luaggage for me! haha....So bahagia. Bought an Oyster card and take the tube all the way to Cockfoster. It just cost me 2 pounds. Although is RM11.00, this is consider cheap.The journey is about an hour. okla.... Haha......
Then, I get into my aunty's place and have a good night rest!

This is my aunty house!

On Sunday, Aunty Jane's friends come for lunch. According to her, the lunch is specially made for me. Alright, she is introducing me to the family, particularly to the teenage guy, Alexander.

He's french. Well, actually half-french. His dad is a french. The lunch was not that bad because I had not talk to him much, in fact, I talked a lot with his younger brother,Emmanuel. Hahahaha!!!!! I always love young boys. Wait! He is younger than me, I mean Alex.... hahha.... one year younger. I am so old..... NO~~~~~~

The next day, which was Monday. Cecilia ( Alex's mom) come and fetch us ( me & Alex) out for a london short trip. OMG!!!! This is the most boring hangs out that I have encounter. I consider last time in KL was bad, this is 10X worst than that. Although I told many people about the trip, I still can help to say that IT IS SO BOOOOOOOOOOORING!!!!! Imagine, you are talking to a machine which only answer the question that you ask. Okay okay, maybe its my problem though. I don't know. But it is torturing. It's really feels like I am bringing a younger brother out town. His favourite moment of all is playing House of Death I guess. He also seems no interest to bring me out also. I guess we both are just following what the adults say. Bad day.

One thing that cheers me up is, I got to meet up with Shun Wei. The short meet enlighted my day and did pull me out from the sea of boredom. It's short, but enough to make my lips lifted up.

London

Ladies and Gentlemen, this is Alex.

And what I do today? NOTHING!

I stayed at home, online, watch TV, play guitar hero and babysitted two boys who plays the computer the whole day. Hahaha..... "zhang nu" in london.... not bad!!!! hahahhaha

The 2 kids who are computer games freak. One of the laptop is mine though!

Tomorrow, I am going to London city to meet my friends!!! HAhaha!!! can't wait.... I am so excited! yeah!!!!! In case I am not in time, I here wish you all Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!! Enjoy yourselves!!!!!

Greetings from London,

Angeline

GAtherings

I just came back from a farewell gathering with my good friends. Is A short one but I do appreciate their presence. As usual we talk and talk and talk non stop. With Yian around, there sure has much things to laught with. This will be the last time I see them before I leave to UK. Well, Perhaps we will meet a year later. Wonder how we will look like after a year??

Must be very beautiful. Haha.... my friends now all do look gorgeous!!! I mean it! Is true!!!!

I am so gonna miss them after my departure.

Actually I am waiting for facebook to load my pictures right now. And it takes like forever to load it. I think I'm gonna to give up tonight and try some other day. Tomorrow perhaps? I think I just better load them here easier.

I haven really finish packing and I am going to leave in 2 more days

I am so not prepared for everything. Is like there are so many things to be done yet I have not done any. Haha.....

Went to do some last min shopping today. But actually is a date with yian though. We went to watch Twilight. Hahaha..... the movie is so cliche..... expected is gonna end this way and how the story lines goes on. I am not really a big fan of the Edward, he is so scary... hahha...... I am more keen to Jasper though. Oh ya!!!! His birthday is this Sunday!!!!(see I got checked him). NOt a really nice movie..... okla.... like me---movie idiot. This is consider okay.

We met Shanti in Jusco, have a couple of small talks and huggies, we end up with a picture and goodbyes. She is as usual pretty and cutie. Wow!!! her Chanel diamond necklace caught my attention!!! hehe......We also saw Yi Hui and Miki dating. Me and Yian even took their pictures. Haha.... nothing to do and we did follow them for some distance and none of them notice us or me and I wore a bright yellow shirt.

Is a tiring day but a memorable one. Lu even present me a winter cap which I LOVE IT SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH. And she even push off the 6th form trip just to join me for a dinner. OMG.... I am really really touch. *tears dropping off*

Hope everything goes well and all the best to ya my friends, my sweethearts!!!!!

Our dinner at Breeze cafe!

Another one with Flash!

The Loving couple~Bell and Gavin!

Me and my forever sweetheart, Lu~

Me and my darling, Yian... Kesian her bf not around!

Lat but not least, the cutiecouple of Miki and Minnie... oops I mean Yi hui!!!! ( She is gonna kill me very soon!!!)

Oh yeah!!!! I took some very ugly pics in Yian camera.... hahha... that shoulod not be enclose.... If I found out is in either facebook or any other parts. She is gonna die!!! Muahahahahahahaha....

-Yian, U better see this. Don't say I did not warn you!- Muahahahaha

my 100th post!!!!

In this memorable moment, I should share with my husband. Too bad I cannot have the album before I leave.... sad sad......




Why I love all his songs????
so nice le~~~

New stuffs.....

I make this short.... haha... just to show you all my new stuffs. Although I bought a lot but i just choose to show 3 only lar.....I din not take the photos of the others... haha.....
-My laptop
-My camera
-My MonopolyThis is the "Bank". I love this because it does not use cash.... all credit cards. And this card's credit is 15 million! Can put 2 cards along then the can do credit transfer! I like this one because I hate using cash because my maths not good and the paper is hard to count!
I cannot find this in Ipoh. I bought this in Pavillion. Not cheap oh!!!!!

I love my new stuffs....

Get me outta here!!!!

I am now stuck in my parent's office.

Why I am here?

Because my mom wants me to be here.

For what?

just to accompany her

Then?

I have nothing to do.

So?

I blogging here!

Conclusion?

This is so LAME!

hahaha....

I got my visa already.... lalalalala~~~~
Bought some new stuffs, shall show u all later....


p/s: I know this post is such lame one... hahhaha....can't help I am too boring here!!!!!
oh ya.... Glenna says I am the cutest 2o something ever!!!! hahahaha.....

faster....

I waited a month and I hope is alright.......
time, please fly fast......
I 've been worrying for so long.......
Please give me my answer.....
I can't wait till this Friday!

I love to go shopping!

Going to shopping complex is not necessary just go for shopping or watching movies. I like to go shopping complex to eat, wandering around book shop and do lots of window shopping. But the most interest thing to do in shopping complex is to look at the people around you. I am not trying to be busybody to take note of other people but some of them can really get ya attention by their look, their act and their behavior.

I just came back from parade today and I would like to comment the people that saw. I am not being judgmental. As we know that we can’t judge a book by its cover. On the other hand, I also believe that first impression is equally important. Human are species that critics and love to talk.

Interesting issue 1:-

Today, I saw a group of girls, 4-5 of them, around 15-16 years old. They are just girls that gathers together and have fun shopping like I usually do. The problem is with this girls that they are actually following a pair of couple. As I walk into a bookstore, I was behind a couple and the bunch of girls are behind me. Then, they start talking.

Girl A: “ See? They are really together, so disgusting!”

Girl B: “ yale… that girl also not pretty, I dunno why the boy like that girl”

Girl C: “ u dunno love is blind the meh?”

Girl D: “Faster faster follow them and see how ugly they can be, later can go to knock that girl”

*quickly follow the couple”

I was like “huh???” like that also can?

Interesting issue 2:-

A group of girls(again) hehe…… also in mid-teens. This group is a shocking one. Too bad, I did not manage to take down the photos of them. Wow! Shocking hair style with 3 or 4 colours on their hair. Thick, I mean thick, very thick black colour eye shadow which is 10 times thicker than my usual smoky-eyes. Scared me pulak! Then mini-mini short skirt, black with laces, high thigh stocking with stripes(like zebra that kind le) with funky top shirt, this is also in black colour. Can you imagine or not? I understand this is one type of fashion. But for me, please leave this outrageous fashion at home or during cosplay. Oh ya, and also in Harajuku. There, people won’t see you different. Definitely not here. Undeniably, they have their style. Daring, unique, shocking are the words that I would like to put on them. Once again, I did not look down on them but rather cannot accept their fashion sense. Don’t take it too personal.

Interesting issue 3:-

As I mention above, first impression is important. People judge. Believe me, this is so true. I went to parade with shorts, a T-shirt, slippers, a pony tail and no make up at all.

When I get to this shop, I was looking at some clothes and I found this cute blouse. So I was asking for my size. I walked towards to one of the sales girl and ask for the size. She used a very impolite attitude and answer me “ wait ar”. This take for sometime and used the same attitude and said “no size”. That time, I was the only customer in the shop and I don’t see why 2 of them can be so busy doing stuff until they can ignore me and give me that kind of humiliating attitude. Of course I did not buy the blouse and walk off. While I am walking away, 3 girls came in where they dress up prettiful, the sales girl suddenly very sweet and polite and said “ slow slow see”. Deng!!!!! So girls, how you carry out yourself is important!!!!!

Next time when you go shopping alone like me, haha, try to look around and notice some people around you, and I am sure you will find some interesting stuff and people. Just to cheer up your day!!!!

Interesting day for me! and I hope is same to you!

Happy day!

Things happen!

Things happen last week
1. It's mummy and daddy's 22nd wedding anniversary. We had a scrumptious dinner at Brewster. So sweet!
2. My house maid's husband married another women and don't want her. She was heart-breaking!
3. Grandmother went back to Teluk Intan which made me the chef who in charge of 3 meals for my family members. This made me an aunty who goes to pasar and bargain for cheaper price. Can u imagine that? haha... I managed to bargain the price of the cauliflower from RM3.20 to RM 3.00... geng or not??? -.-"
4. I watched James Bond..... oh gosh I love the theme song " Another way to die" and love the Daniel Craig's shoulder and back. Face? tak tahan!!!!! hehe..... Love the accent too!
5. Finish the praying ceremony of my grandfather's 100th day. Which means he is now officially in heaven with my ancestors.
6.I banked in some money and try to buy some pound since the rate is low now.... haha 5.6?
7. Packed some of my very heavy clothes and jeans and let aunty Cynthia to courier them to UK b4 I even touch the land. haha.... I can bring more food then. Oops! talk about food.. I gained weight!!! Wait this is so irrelevant! who cares!
8. I managed to catch the last episode of The Amazing Race Asia, and yahooo!!!! HK team won!
9. Curi-curi go to eat Japanese food with my brother without our parents notice.
10. I found a huge secret about my brother! muahahahahhaahhaah
11. Just knew the existence of e-buddy. Now can often online already. Kat! later dun say I dun online ar..........

Life is sooooo "wonderful"!!!

Fall for her again!!!!

Recently I fall for Nana again! This is a manga turn anime turn movie story. It has been a while since my last obsession towards this movie. Now, I fall for her again. For those who had no idea about this, let me briefly tell you what's the story is about. It's about 2 girls who shares the same name "Nana" meet on a train towards Tokyo and quickly form a bond of friendship. Their paths cross again when they encounter each other while searching for accommodation in Tokyo. Eventually they decide to live together in the same unit and this further strengthens their band as the two "Nana(s)" go through their love lives and career. It's about friendship, realizing dreams, love and hope. I just can't help to watch them all over again. I have the anime DVD and both Nana 1 & 2 VCDs.
Personally I love Nana Osaki more. The band lead singer. She has a unique character and super talented in music. She can beat up anyone but when she is with her boyfriend, she is just still a lady who needs love and tender. I love her makeup and style too. It's a mixture between Gothic and punk rock. More leather less jeans, super high thick heels rather than espadrilles. Strong smoky eyes with red lipstick to soft tone makeup. The character of Nana Osaki is so strong and I totally love it! Her favourite brand is Vivien Westwood, an English brand. OMG!!!! Damn expensive can? and I don't any branches yet in Malaysia. Compare her with another Nana, Nana Komatsu. She is the girly one. She is pretty and loves to imagine. She always wanted a man that loves her forever. She can't stand loneliness and can easily fall for any guy whom she thinks is cute. In the end, she is the one who always get hurt by men. Just because both personality is so different and yet they can stay together, makes this story so wonderful. I don't think guys will like it. It just a girl story. Girls, If you have time, try to watch it. I think U will like it!

My Nana collection. Too bad. I cannot afford the mangas. If not I really want them too!


I love the smoky eyes. That's why I always applied them on me. This is one of my pics with smoky eyes. It's was a last year pic when I attended Sam Tet graduation dinner night. I applied them myself arrr.... Lu can be my alibi. hehe!How do I look? hahahahah!!!!!!

NANA FOREVER!!!!

What comes up my mind?

It's been a nice plus crazy week. My emotion was riding on a roller coaster since beginning of the month. So many complicated feelings and yet need to hang on to solve all problems. No one can really know that I am like that even I went out with my sweethearts, I tell them nothing. I have trained to be 'fake'... should I use that word? Well, is better to describe I have duo personality.
If you can read Chinese, the post on the analysis of a Gemini best describe my personality. I just hope to bring laughter to people rather than sadness. So I decide to keep that to myself. Although I know that washing my face with tears for most of the nights is not something nice, I just hope can turn things right. Just hope everything will be alright. *pray hard*

Alright, cut that emo crap part. Just to share with ya that my friend was married last week. haha..... Congratulations Annie. She was so beautiful that day. Although it was not the usual dinner in the restaurant, the wedding dinner was perfectly simple and nice. Is just a buffet dinner in her house with all friends and relatives. So cozy and warm. See? my friend get married liao.... she will be so bahagia..... best wishes for her!


See she is so happy!

On her wedding day......

On the mid-week, I met up my sweethearts, Lu and Jing to have a girls day out! Too bad Ren can't join us. We had a pleasant lunch and watch high school musical 3. Me and Jing can't stop giggled a bit during the movie. Jing said at first she laughed because the movie reminds her of bollywood movie. U know talk a bit then suddenly start singing then the whole crowd dance together? hahahahahhaa......... I also received a present from Jing. It is my farewell present> OMG!!!! I love it very much, in fact on that day itself, three of us had used it already. hahaha...... it is a scarf...I ma so gonna need it when I am in England.

This is the scarf, love the bag also!!! haha!
Lu and Jing also prepared something for Ren. So, in order to prove that is the "real" Jing and Lu who wrote that I have to post the pictures here as evidence..... haha!
To RenEe,
"Hey Ren, is proven... evidence are solid..... hehe....U will get the thing soon. As u can tell, we were in Mcdonalds..... haha"

On the next day after meeting my gals, I headed down to KL to do my visa application. Holly crap, it was awful! I thought I had well-prepared after seeking for friends assistance, end up still kantoi! I had all my documents done but forget to update my parents fixed deposit. Ouch! the problem is that, there were 30 of them!!!!! I have to get all updated then Photostat all of them. Although the officer gave me half an hour to do so, end up I used up an hour to get everything done. The centre closed at 3.00pm and I was there at 2.58pm after surviving from an-almost-knocked-down-by-a-car accident. Luckily, the guard let me in and I managed to submit my application. phew! what a day! Now what I can do is wait and wait and wait and wait!

Hope it will be approved and till then I shall be prepared for England. Muahahahhahhahahahaah!!!!
10 days to go to get my hair reborned!!!!!

The content is all over the place! :p

Attn:Please bare with my English, I was in no mood when writing this. Too many grammatical error.

It's not a first time that people mistaken for my age. Since I was in primary school, besides my friends and relatives, other thought that I was in secondary, I mean high school. I remembered I was in a company dinner with my parents and that time I was 12, those uncles and aunties used to start off their conversation with the usual sentence. "Mrs Ng ar, your daugther so big already o, din see her for some time turn to a lady already, how many A's she got for her PMR ar, sure full As one lar" erm... hello? I was just 12 years old back then and she thought that I was 16. Yes, that was how I look back at that time. well, I do not blame them because I have that mature look. But I do not choose to be like that. My hormones just boomed vigirously and already 158cm and 48 kg at the age of 12 with curvy body. I mean I have boobs and hump. But, I do not like that kind of "compliments" ie, "you look so mature!" totally hate that! I always wanted to dress like my age but my body cannot carry them out. I just simply cannot fit in teenage clothing. Whatever that hang up on me, will automatically turn"old". Even if I wear jeans and t-shirt like everyone else, I still look more mature than my peers. Remember during Form 5 graduation dinner night, my friend told me that her parents thought that I was on of the teachers. U say I "gik sum" not?!
Whn I go out with friends, I always think that I do not fit in not because of them but me by looking older was trying to fit into a younger group. But luckily I do not behave like an old lady, I am still very childish one right?( good friends, don't tell ppl my stupidity)


I just want to tell u all, I was never been treated like a girl but more like a lady cuz I look mature and people thought that I can handle things well, but actually is not. I am just as normal as the girl next door. But due to my look, I have to learn all these. with no guidance and protection whatsoever. As times goes by, bit by bit, I have learned to be independent. I can almost do anything without assistance. I go Kl by my own, go shopping alone, watch movie alone, do my visa, passport, yoga etc all by myself.
and then problems occur, why don't you get someone to accompany you? hahahaahaha!!!!
since when I need that 'someone"?
I am totally envy girls that know less things, so that people can help them off or do it for them. Imagine if I was shorter and thiner, I guess people will offer to carry my laptop for me instead of me carrying it myself. If I do not know how to drive, people can offer me a ride whenever I go. And of course the crucial one, people will like me more. My mom always say that I look unapproachable, looked very fierce. When I do not talk, people thought that I am angry or something but actually I am not. So, I always remind myself that since I cannot change my look, so I use my smile to change to a more sincere look. I am still practicing this all the time. Hope it works!

I am now wondering when is the day when I have married with children and there are still people come over and ask me whether I am a fresh grad?



Dreaming( >.<)

Saja-saja

It's midnight now and cow, I can't go into bed due to a nice sleep at 4pm just now. Nothing much to do, so thought of blogging here to pass some time. Brother is sleeping and snoring on my bed. I guess he must have a good dream and deep sleep to have that snore. Ha! It's still raining out there and it's so cold that I am covering myself with my super-duper nice silk-comforter. Hehe......

Since nothing interesting cross my mind of what to blog, I just post up some pictures that I took during college. Some stupid pictures. haha! Just to share with you guys!

Playing around in common room


I can't do the lips like them!

Naughty, drink wine!

Hide my face!



Can't think of a caption for this

We style up their hair.... Fyi, both are in Cambridge now!


Doing stupid act in library, i don't even take Bio!Acting nerd!
Ah hui, my little brother!




Fooling around in library again!


My pet bro, Aidid

I did their makeup!
Fooling around again



Was taking turns to play cho dai dee

was trying hard to act cute, but failed

As I go through the pictures, I found out I do really look. That's how I look during college. Unbelievable! Must change image liao. *sob*sob*

An Analysis Of A Gemini.... Me!

双子座终极完美分析
有 很多的朋友，可是“看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个”这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一 些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如， 今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解 双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。

对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自 己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一 个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着.(always happen on me Ha!)

双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养 成了习惯。 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的， 他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西.
一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。

双 子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子 这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀 在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。
我 想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星 座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘 了； (see?)

要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会 不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维 持的“朋友”关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心 肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力 丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。

每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星 座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都 是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之 中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性 格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。(so like me!)

双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有 真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。(so true yet so false). 假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也 没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的 了解！

p/s: email forwarded. Kinda true also... scary!

I miss my meat!

In conjunction with the " nine god" festival, my mom forced me to be a vegetarian for 9 days. Today is the 5th day. 4 more days to go and I am now missing all my "meaty" friends. My chicken, my fish, my prawn, my beef etc. I even cannot savour the delicious raya food that was prepared by Cik Puteh. I cannot enjoy the delicious Terengganu Laksa she made. Later, I will be UK for 4 years. that means in short I will not able to indulge those delicious Malay cuisine for 5 years!! oh gosh!

I am definitely a meat-lover. I do love vegetables also. I am an authentic omnivore..... BUT... I have to hang on until next Wednesday just because of the reward. haha guess what????
mom said she will bring me to have Japanese buffet in KL??? How to resist?? How? how?
That's why....

got to hang on!!!!! jia you!