what is your problem?

I really wanna know what is your problem..... indeed it is not very nice of you to say something during lunch time in RC today. I really feel like you are referring to me. You might argued that you did not say out or pin-point to me, but why all of a sudden mention about muscle?
Why mention about muscle when we were just merely talking about the movie "300".
Your intention is to embrass me right? or just friendly reminder to me, telling me that the guys have huge muscles and recommended me to watch? Well, thanks. I appreciate that.

Really cannot understand why you must do this to me. Is it just because I "scare" you before. Well, if is that so, why still bother talk to me. Keep away from me then. But, you still wanna mantain your gentlemen attitude don't you? be nice to everyone, Mr Niceman. I always wanna treat you like treating others people. But, I don;t know why I just cannot. U make me feel I'm stupid, not up to standard etc. Really hard to have a normal conversation with you. Remember I told you everyone wishes me "get well soon" in my cast and you wrote God Speed. Yes, is very nice of you, but in another corner you wrote-----"break another arm". Come on la..... what is your problem boy?
Ok ok fine I thought is was a kidding from you, so when Imention to you that everyone wishes me and you did not, you replied:"Why they wishes you get well soon?"
Hey, people wishes me get well soon is to hope that I really can recover fast, that's peoples good intention not like you, still hoping I can get another broken arm!!!!!!

I know you think I am a pervert or something, I used to mind, I used to care. But think about it, why bother?
I know you are not the way you are right now, hope the "real" you do not treat others like this.
or maybe you dont treat other people like this but ME.
I do not hate you nor dislike you. I still think that you are a nice person in some way. But it makes me feel uncomfortable at times when you do or say something. I cannot really tell what, but I will feel not right.

Hehe......being quite emo now......just to release some tension. I personally do not think is his fault, he just act the way he is. This is him. It's my problem.
You are still a friend to me. A memorable one. Hahahahahahhahaa.................

Guilty Pleasure

Finally I can type this post with both hands hahaha..... the cast finally come off but still My bone is fractured... need to take good care of them.

First thing after trial, I went to Garnival, an evening with Garnet, It was fun and I scream like a small kid when I was in the haunted house. Lucikly Shin Chuan is there to light up my way in the house. Oh no..... not forgetting to mention that he took some of my "HAunted" pictures. haha.......

have some temporary tatoo also..... hehe..... like going to a fun fair..... it was fun......

Garnival Kaki.....

LAter on saturday, My mom and I accompanied by brother, cousin sis and aunty to go KL for holiday. Also to meet my dad who just come back from China. So, we went to Garden for Shopping... while waiting for dad to arrive in Sentral....

Garden is Beautiful issit? agree?

Saw an uncle sleeping...^^

I got These...... hehe!!!!

At night, we had a marvellous dinner in The Last Recipe in Le Meridien Hotel...... The food is simply delicious.

See the different chocolate taste of chocalate fountain？That was a wonderful dinner.... hehe....

Squid ink pasta........ tastylicious......

Yummy yummy strawberry chocolate~

I end my short KL trip by a marvellous seafood dinner in Klang. Although the journey to the place is so long due to heavy jam in Klang town, the food is too good to resist so the long journey is worth it.

Guess what I am doing??? hahaha......

P/s: my room is terribly messy after trials.... haha......

have a nice day!!!!~~~

Slumber..........

Went back last friday to visit the doc. Got a new cast, not really new in the sense that the doc just wrap it on with another layer. This time is white in colour. Today, continue exam. Got 3 papers, Accounting, S1(statistic), and chemistry practical. Guess what? I DID NOT GO FOR S1!!!!!!!!
why? cuz I forget today got S1 until Nabeel reminded me yesterday late night, wishing me good luck. I was so blur until I did not notice the paper was at 10.30am. DUring the weekend, I was just busy study chemistry and accounts. Without any knowledge of S1, I decided not to take the exam. I know I cannot do it. Zero preperation.... how to answer questions???

So, I just went for accounts and practical.
Practical, yes, my "beloved " chemistry P3. Today, I brought along my "maid" hahaha.... no la.... assistant, Kathryn into the exam lab. Since i cannot take test tube and on a bunsen burner with my cacat left hand, Kat was there to help me to do everything. This was the first time I see her so serious lor. She is a bubbly girl and I can see she transform in the lab. Maybe she had this before, she experienced. We did not. So all of us just slumber and take our time. So Kat found us very strange as she mentioned during her AS practical, everyone was tense. When she told me this: " Don't do this, 1 mark only, TIME MANAGEMENT IS VERY IMPORTANT", suddenly, i can feel the tense already. I feel like in that moment she is not the KAt I used to see..... She Transformed to a chemistry lecturer like that.... hahahha........and now she is crazying her further maths in RC....... hehe......

I want to take this opportunity to thank this girl.
Thanks Kat for being my assistant for practical, I owe you too much. I can only repay you by loving you more and more(so lesbian) anddoing more and more soh poh stuff.
oh ya, we had been so poh since yesterday night.
Went to peak at the guards with the mini telescope.
Stand outside the TV room to watch MAn U ---Arsenal match. Heard someone talking and ran up to the room as fast as lightning. hahaha.
being comentators for the guys while they were playing futsal........ and also taking off socks in RC toilet to lend it to me...... hahahhahaha.......
Thanks KAT!!!!! for everything.

Tomorrow got 2 more papers left. Chemistry P2 and Economics P3. 2 more to go.
jia you jia you.........


Today

Tired!!!

I'm so tired today.... of course la..... 3 papers one day but compare to Luqman, he got 4 papers.... haha... lagi teruk than me but tomorrow he dun have paper ar.... * envy* *envy*
Today sat for Mechanics, Accounting and Economics. Phew!!! all heavy one.... econs paper 4 somemore... write until the hand bengkak already. Talking bout econs, today I sat next to Fariq, OMG!!!! I cannot stand him lar!!!!! he was sneezing and blowing his nose all the time. WORST part was, before paper start, he told me that he apologises if I smelled something smelly. OH NO!!!!! After he said that, I almost can smell the mucuos that was on his tissue paper.... so gross, so yuckky. I was so uncomfortable to the 2 hours and 15 min. After the test, I am the first to get out of the hall....... I really hope he will get well soon, so in thw real exam, he won't do that anymore.

back to tired!!! why tired!!! yesterday slept at 2am, woke up damn headache, skipped breakfast, got Vico from Kat, 10.30am ------->Mechanics.
after 75 min, come out of the hall less that 5 min, go back in for Accounting.
after an hour, its 1.00pm. Go for lunch. Half and hour later back to front to the hall, prepare for Econs. 2.00pm start papaer then 4.15 came out.
Came back talk to Mum, then cari Kat to talk.
and now she went for badminton and I 'm blogging here......

I"m so tired... so... so.... tired....
so why i'm still here?
ok.... go sleep now...... btw it's 6.30pm already..... nvm just sleep!
bye!

The crucial time of all....

LAtely, I have been sleeping at 2am, 3 am, even 5am at one time. All due to the trial exam that is coming nxt week and the real exam one month after the trial. That's what important to all of us, the seniors in the college. The apartment was unusually quite. Everyone is putting in their very best to stuck in thousands and thousands formula, facts, knowledge in the brain. Doing tonnes and tonnes of past papers, reading all sorts of reference books just to score the grades that enables us to get into the University that we hunger for. As you know, the requirement for top Univerisity is very high. AAA. That's the standard one and I find it quite difficult to achieve.
I know I should have confidence in myself and have positive thinking, but I know my limits. Friends who knows me long enough do agree that I suck in Science subjects ie: Physics, BIologi and not forgetting the one I'm gonna take in CIE A levels-----------Chemistry.
I'm quite worry bout my Chemistry, especially the organic part..... haha..... agree with me not?
But, anyhow I'll still do my very best to try to get a good grade.

I have to choose my firm and insurance university after trials. Sad to say is, I have to ditch University of Manchester. You know I always wanted to go there, but somehow I've gonna choose University of Bristol instead. Well, Bristol is not that bad after all, is one of the top Uni in UK and the law faculty has high reputation and well established. FUrthermore, the requirements needed is AAB rather than AAA that was required by Manchester. SInce my mom loves that place and also I can have a well-paid job there, why not? If I encounter any problem, at least Aunty Jane is there to assist me. So, I have decided choose University of Bristol as my firm. OK, now to my insurance. It's between, Queen Mary London, Reading and Notthingham Trent. Shocking to say is, I'm gonna choose Notthingham Trent. Maybe most of you will say why not queen mary or reading is even better. Haha, simple reason, is because both of this Unis offered the same grades as Bristol. So, if I choose them, it doesn't really functioning as INSURANCE. Do you get what I mean? At least Notthingham Trent offered BBB. I know that this is not high-ranked uni and not many people knows about it, but at least I still can study in UK. You know is my dream to study in UK. People ask me why I choose Trent? Well, is the slightly higher ranking among the modern univeristies. So, my Insurance is Notthingham Trent University.


BAck to things that happen this week, The publis Speaking Workshop is over. All of us already finish 4 speeches and will get our certificate soon. Haha, We'll be having a party after trial. Yahoo!!!

Oops, it's time for assembly, cannot write much anymore. Shall update next time.
take care my freinds. Bubye!!

Lost the "ohm" aldready

late midnight
everyone slept and I'm here blogging
with the company of my ipod
It's the 2nd attempt
due to "high speed internet"
it did not save the previous post

The mood of blogging dissappear
much to share, much to tell
but sorry,
not this time.
wasted like one hour writting the post and just all gone
now just briefly type a few lines
without any content
cuz it's sleep time

oyasumenasai!