haha....

Do you know I have to start studyng Economics all over again? Starting from Scarcity blah blah blah...... but this time I am studying with Prison Break screening on my computer. Hahaa~~~~~

Mom will shake her head again! haha!

Missin'

etc etc etc with no pictures but still missin'

I miss all of you!!!!!! I do, really do!

It's the 3rd week in Exeter. Nothing much happen but only lectures and gatherings here and there. Sometimes, I am just being tired to be the person who talks. Sometimes, I just wanna be quiet for a while. But due to the people here who doesn't really know me much, tends to ask me some very idiotic question like, "why u dun speak? are u sick? when u do not talk, U just like a dead person!"

Alright, that is not very nice~

When I say I want to study or do homework, some of them even said "hey, dun try to act that you are hardworking, I know u are not." Hello??? how long have you know me???

Sometimes, I need to hide from myself from the real me just to able to join in the group. Sometimes, I have to act like I am so interested in the certain topic just not to try to spoil the atmosphere.

Sometimes, can be torturing! and that's why I keep quiet.

Some high school gossips happen here and I just cannot stand it. It is so childish and yet they can make up a big fuss.

I know I should not judge people here now as I am still new for them and vice versa.

I did not blame them and I shouldnt

that's why i just release unsatisfaction here.

Tomorrow, I will still be the talkative me.

Friends, I just hope I can talk to you!!!! Missing all of you dearly!

ps: I want to be treated as a lady, not a joker.

Exeter the UnExpected!

I fall in love with the city and the university.

It is just the kind of Uni that I would have thought when I was younger.

People are walking or cycling to school. The campus is so big and they have everything inside. Book shop, shopping centre, cafes, bars, restaurants, theatre and night clubs.

University is really big and it takes time to walk from one place to another. Of course not as BIG as London universities that scattered all around the city but is huge campus.

Everyday I have to walk 20 mins to Uni.

Sometimes if I feel like going to city center, that is another 20 min from accomodation.

15 min of walk is actually nothing but Exeter is a city in the valley and the university is just on top of the hill...... hahahha..... and THAT is the killing part!

I have blisters on my feet not the back heel part but on my toes.

First time I had it on me, and I think I do not have a proper walking shoes which is causing that blisters.

So, I bought 3 pairs of shoes in one go!!!

A pair of boots

A pair of Nike sport shoes.

A pair of Adidas Sneakers.

All together 72 pounds! ~hey big spender~

I love the University Library, It opens 24 hours, 7 days per week. I just can go to the library whenever I want. The problem is that who willing to accompany me to go all the way to library to study??? haha.... no one and I guess I have to stay in my room to study......

Exeter town is just a small one but have everything that I need. From groceries like M&S, Sainsbury to Topshop, Jack Wills, we have it all in High street. Not too bad. It is definitely not as hustle bustle as in London but is ample to me. The most of all, I like it. I just like the English feel. There is a cafe in the Cathedral and the scones there taste so good. 1 pound each. Not too bad anyway. Food is good for me. I always eat good food. Food here are not expensive. You can have a traditional English breakfast with sausages, bacon and stuff in less than 3pounds.

is just like eating in KL standard. Is not too expensive!

First week was actually nothing much as u all might have know it. Weekends was just crazy.We had crazy nights on last Friday and Saturday though. Friday night was Sushi night as one of the Japanese friends is making us Sushi. It is not in my flat. It's in Campus. So, Hitomi, Taek and I walk all away there to join the International event. We have Japanese, Malaysians, Nigerians, Spanish, Switzerland,Russians, Italian, Korean, Indonesian and later come a few guys and I forget where are they from. The night was splendid and saw the guys get drunk is always a funny thing to look at! Crazy acts are all over the place. U might have notice the pictures in facebook.

Saturday night, we plan to go clubbing. So the dinner was prepared by pretty Laura from Spain. She cooked us dinner. The food was marvellous!!!! Good Spanish homedishes.... we enjoy ourselves! We had a huge discussion about Hitler on the night. Phew, almost had a fight that Ahmen like Hitler.... ahahhahhahaa...... Later the night, we went clubbing, Arena club and I just can say there are so many things to see when going to clubbing in UK. There was a freak old man keep on staring at Jimmy and later went up to him and said " I love you". I was laughing all the way.Hahahahaah.......

Entrance fee was 6 pounds and the guys pay for my drink. What I can say on that night was, I was the only one who has the body covered up the most. Hahahaha......LAdies there are piping hot! and so little clothes. I wonder did they feel cold or something???

The club closed at 2.30am and Kevin walked me home. So nice of him!!!!

On Sunday, I have to cook for "my kids". I made soup, fried beef with onions and stir fried Lamb liver. Imagine lamb liver? I didn't know how to cook it. It stinks so badly but Hitomi loves it. She enjoys every pieces of it. I just ate 1 and that's all for me! We had lovely lunch with 6 dishes and 1 soup! but only 6 of us!!!! hahaha.....The cola chicken which made by Monica was absolutely perfect. So tasty, I have to learn that recipe! Later on, we went shopping again! Hhaha.... that's when I got my shoes!!!

Hectic First week and that's about all from me.

Have to concentrate on studying now!

All my friends, We work hard together ya!!!!!

Miss ya and love ya loads!!!!

Greetings from Exeter,

Angeline

Exeter First Post

I Suppose to blog about my first week in Exeter.
But, I was just too busy, too busy having fun until when I reach room I do not have the energy to continue to blog everything!
Will update all soon!

the day has come!~

After deteriorating for so many months, it's time for me to pick up the pace and continue the journey as a student.

Tomorrow I will be leaving for Uni and to tell the truth, I am actually quite nervous about it. 10 times more nervous compared to college 2 years ago. Maybe is a different country. NOt maybe is exactly. Haha!!! No one in my college goes to the Uni that I am going. Good also. So that I can be new me again!!

Will off to Exeter early morning. Bon voyage!!!!


Next post will be in Exeter!

New year, new resolution!

Today is new year. It's time to have an evaluation on what I have done last year!
There are so many ups and down this year. Is really and emotional year.
I cannot really remember everything that was happen last year but I try my best to recall. All the good and the bad.


Major issues that bothers me last year,
1) My grandfather passed away.
2) I cannot get into the uni that I want.
both incidents happen on the same month which is on the August and happened so close.


Other than that, all are just happy things. Which is good I guess in some way just to compensate the bad ones. Did a lot of crazy stuffs. Breaking rules is always something nice to keep in mind forever. Like jumping in swimming pool doing???? U know what.... haha

of course not forgetting I traveled a lot this year. From near like Genting with friends, to Langkawi then to Hong Kong and later to Bangkok and now London. Wow!!!! I just flying around.



New Year must have new resolution. Of course, the very first thing is to get my studies in excellence performance.Second, I want to be a better person. Cut down emo, sensitive, selfish, rude,Lazyness, procrastination and all bad habits!!!! oh ya!! My weight also.

No more daddy's and mummy's little girl. I have to be on my own in this foreign land. I am sure I can do it lo!!!!

Happy New Year!

This is the very first post of my blog at 2009. Happy New Year to all.
Is the first day of the new year and guess what I have been doing?
Staying at my friend's penthouse and watch japanese drama. Not bad huh?
Yesterday was a "wonderful" night as I had experienced my first ourside country countdown and the first time in London and also first time countdown alone. Not really alone because there are like thousands people in the place but alone in the sense that I was not with any persons or people that I am familiar with. Haha.... sounds cool??? Not at all!!!!

I thought I can spend sometime with collegemates and due to the ridiculously crowd that flooded London city, there is no way that they can come and meet me. Well, is really insane over here. They can't meet me and my other friends already went to other side of the river. There is no way that I can go home due to the crowd and what I did, I stood among the crowd and stay there for fireworks.
Actually I did cry, haha.... because I was really freak out. When buddy said he cannot come, my heart just dropped and fear just came. I should not be so emotional I guessed but I cannot help it. Tears already falling on both cheeks. I saw drunk people, crazy people, horny people, and gosh there were some fights now and then. I am not trying to gain sympathy or whatsoever but a girl, chinese, alone in such big crowd with many crazy people, it is really DANGEROUS!!!!! U can't blame me for dropping tears off now and then! Gosh!!! that feelings is really bad. Maybe you all will think that is no big deal, but for me, it is really scary!!!!! I mean really scary.
The worst part of all is when I heard sounds of breaking glasses or bottles. That's really freaks me to the max!!!! I am so afraid people throw them on me, or get a fight with it! The second worst part was, the phone cannot get through. I cannot call to anyone. The line is so busy.
oh ya!!! got a kiss on the cheek from someone I don't know.
Saw some guys touching on girls boobs and humps.
Saw girls and guys stripping on top of a telephone booth.
Got tease by the policeman.
Was invited to try on a cigarette from someone behind.

IT IS DEFINITELY CRAZY!!!!

When I get to see my friends, I burst out again. I don't know why. It is not a relief feeling but a kind of release of fears and worries. I don't know how to express. Sweethearts, can u understand the feeling? Ren? Lu? Jing? Bell? Hui? Kat?U all understand or not?? When Glenna called my name, I saw them then turn over nangis. Such a emo girl I am. I couldn't help. Sorry bout that.

To buddy, luq, kevin, syaz,(i doubt they see this) glenna,

Hey guys so sorry bout everything that made you all walk so long just to see me talking non stop and complaining all time.and also all the manja and merajuk. Deepest apology.

I don't know whether mom will read this. She will be freaking out also that I was alone all time.

Mom, so sorry again. I promise from today onwards, I will not go anyway alone. Never!!!! I will get someone to company. I don't want to be that independant anymore. I don't want to have the loneliness in me anymore. I usually have families for backup and now I don't have any!!!

so~~~ new year resolution. Get a boyfriend!!!! ahahahhahahahahaha..... kidding!!!!

okay end of story, and that's how I spenｔ new year.