When too much things in your mind~~~

That's when I start blogging so that I won't touch the work that I should do.

I start going through my blog and realize that I have not actually put any of my "night out parties" pictures to this blog. I wonder. oh ya!!! I think it is because I am afraid that my mom will come saw the pictures..... hahhaa..... Of course not! My mom knows I go out. Anyway, since Foto tagged a lot of pictures of me in facebook, so I might as well transfer some of the nicer ones here to show.
You know, some of the blogs that I read, always put clubbing pictures....so I also want to join the trend but I don't have much~~(oh, you can see how fat I am now!)
Here it goes;


Leila( the girl with flower) visits Exeter,


Girls night out on Valentine's Day!!!


Nesha's Bday in Prezzo, is Vero(Swiss) and Chili(Jap.)


Chillin, in Exeshed after fashion show! See Chili's killer boots!


See stupid Afi doing ugly faces!!!


Vero smokes while taking pictures,( can see smokes clearly) Nesha and Faiz...

I found out it just take me around 15 mins to post this entry which means that now, I have to head back to work!!! haiz~~~
chao!

I say.....

~Raindrops keep falling on me head~

Bought a £10 umbrella!!!^^

Change

Faiz told me that I have changed. Changed to a person that he thinks is too hard to approach. All these happen is just because that I do not want to go out and I skipped 2 lectures. What's wrong when nowadays that I go to library everyday and cut down my social entertainment? Why people like to judge and have a quick conclusion towards one when he/she doesn't know any particular detail? I am not pin-pointing at Faiz alone, I 've got that all the time from other people.
Maybe is really my problem but I do not really like to talk about myself to others. Amr used to say that I do not treasure my friends because I do not talk personal things or so called the "heart to heart" talk with any of my university friends here. Firstly, I do not have many problems myself. I am happy with my family and friends and furthermore, I am single which segregated me from the boy-girl complicated relationships problems. (In this moment, I suddenly wish my good friends are here, that even I do not need to talk, they will still understand my feelings...Lu, Bell, Ren, Jing, Kat, Yi Hui....... I need you!!!!)

Talking about change, I heard it many times. Why people just cannot accept changes in life, changes in character. We are human beings, we grow up we change, we learn we change, We regret we change, we failed we change. Even if people change from a good to not so good person is still an inevitable issue. Regardless what, people will constantly change by the things they see, they learn, they friends and also their maturity.

Few weeks back, most of my friends broke up with their bf/gf.
1. N started crying and complained that her bf changed. I really don't know how to console. I just think that when things come to a point that both cannot solve or tolerate, break up is the best solution, and now they are back together -.-!
2. Aki broke up with Ali, and now Ali wants her back by stalking her and call her everyday, but in fact he was the one who broke up with Aki first.
3. V broke up with A because she found that she is not really like him. If that so, why bother to start a relationship??
4. R and L was not in good terms and L now completely get out of R life after giving so many problems and mental stress to R.
5. Iza and her bf also broke up because the bf have another one. See see... boys.

Things change, people change.
Solution, try to fix the problem, if not just accept the fact. That's life.
C'est la Vie.

Be agressive!

Things just piling up and I am very excited!
Recently, life for me is just wonderful. I have a very flexible term 2 which allows me to have more time for studies and fun.
I just register for the Exeter Award. This means that I will have a lot of things to do to earn my award. University provides a lot of opportunities and good aid to assist students to maximize their potential in every field. I personally took that for granted and did not make full use of what the Uni has to offer. Therefore, this term, I want to be more aggressive and get involve and commit to what I am doing.
I signed up for a variety of Employability workshop which are very useful. I learn to know what kind of employees big companies are looking for.Big companies I mean Ernst & Young, JP Morgan, Accenture, Bloomberg, Thomas Reuters etc. I might not be the perfect candidate for them right now but who knows after 3 years, I will be the one that they are craving for?( haha, hopefully).
To build up my profile and my knowledge, I started to join and attend a lot of talks. Last friday, I went to Bloomberg Europe headquarter in London. It was such a good trip. I learned so much from the trip. Since, I am in the Economics field, I get to meet people who are experts in their field. Everytime I leave the lecture hall, I realise how shallow I am, there are so many things that I do not know about my future career prospect. I am so "katak".
Have to change my attitude for a better future, more applications to fill, more CV to write!
But I am excited for all these! Next week, I am going to meet people from PriceWaterHouseCoopers!!! woohooo!!!!!

Not forgetting, Chinese New Year is just around the corner!!! I bought 2 new dresses for £20!!! Good deal!^^!

Signing off!