It's 0209.... quiet night with the companion of Miles Davies' Blue Jazz.
Ah.... I want a glass of Rose now~~:)
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Yes, I abandoned the blog again.
Well, as usual I left my blog to ferment. Just to find time to update me blog is not easy.
So where should I start? the day after Valentine's day?
Be prepared is not something very interesting.
As my mom used to say,'your life in UK is so boring, nothing much right?'
I think I should make it more lively then.
In this 5 weeks, I went to meet my uncle in London to get my stuff from mummy.
Got loads of food :) and get to meet my London friends and talk non stop as usual. Cannot believe some of them are going to graduate. I will miss them so much.
After London trip, was so busy preparing for Exeter Amazing Race. Well, Lu will know this cuz I was so bored waiting at the final pitstop and I called her to chit chat. Hahahhahaha..... But that was a good success.
Things come one after another. The Asian Night is just next week. From this event, I have learned a lot. People are really realistic. If you are not good enough, please prepare to get criticisms and bad attitude from others. Mom was right. Don't blame people for treating you unwell because you are just not good enough for the job.
Then all the way to Cork, Ireland to find my Kat Kat.It feels great to meet her in different place. Never think that we could meet up on her 21st birthday. It was a brilliant trip.
Last but not least, the Spring dinner and that signified the end of my presidency.
Now, I am no longer Exeter Malaysian Society President. In fact, I have a new identity. I am now Exeter International Student Council Publicity Officer.
More work, more commitment to face. One more week to end my second year. Make it count!!!
So where should I start? the day after Valentine's day?
Be prepared is not something very interesting.
As my mom used to say,'your life in UK is so boring, nothing much right?'
I think I should make it more lively then.
In this 5 weeks, I went to meet my uncle in London to get my stuff from mummy.
Got loads of food :) and get to meet my London friends and talk non stop as usual. Cannot believe some of them are going to graduate. I will miss them so much.
After London trip, was so busy preparing for Exeter Amazing Race. Well, Lu will know this cuz I was so bored waiting at the final pitstop and I called her to chit chat. Hahahhahaha..... But that was a good success.
Things come one after another. The Asian Night is just next week. From this event, I have learned a lot. People are really realistic. If you are not good enough, please prepare to get criticisms and bad attitude from others. Mom was right. Don't blame people for treating you unwell because you are just not good enough for the job.
Then all the way to Cork, Ireland to find my Kat Kat.It feels great to meet her in different place. Never think that we could meet up on her 21st birthday. It was a brilliant trip.
Last but not least, the Spring dinner and that signified the end of my presidency.
Now, I am no longer Exeter Malaysian Society President. In fact, I have a new identity. I am now Exeter International Student Council Publicity Officer.
More work, more commitment to face. One more week to end my second year. Make it count!!!
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Happy Single Ladies Valentine Night
I love my girls~~~
Lyrics from Leighton Meester from Country Strong OST,
"Who need a boyfriend, I got my girlfriends :)"
Thursday, February 3, 2011
Happy Chinese New Year
Is the first day of Chinese New Year and I am spending this wonderful day in the library and being unproductive :p
Everyone, have a pleasant year ahead!
Everyone, have a pleasant year ahead!
Saturday, January 29, 2011
ShitHole....
It is a common agreement between my friends that they agreed that Exeter is a shithole but not me. I always wondering why they like to compare Exeter to London, Birmingham, Manchester etc?
As an international student, the reason I come to study in the UK is due to it's world recognition education and also culture exchange. I do not come here for 'holiday'. I do not choose due to the popularity of the city football team. I choose Exeter because it is very English, very country-side and no high rise building. I like the campus life here where I walk to uni everyday.
My friends complained how bad Exeter is, despite they themselves studying here, isn't it funny?
if you do not like the place, leave! or don't even bother to come over at the first place. Yes, you said Warwick rejected you or UCL rejected you and that's why you ended up in Exeter. Excuse me, bare in mind, they rejected you because you are not good enough for them. You should blame yourself but not to blame at the University that you are attending. In fact, you should be grateful for them accepting. Always complaining there is nothing is Exeter, what do you want actually?
Yes, there are no branded LV, and gucci stores. But, there are other high street brands which are ample for students. Apple store, M&S, Tesco, Zara, TopShop, etc are all available. There's even a strip-club!
I personally think that that students here should stop complaining for what Exeter uni and city got to offer. If you really hate it, please piss off and if you are unable to do so, just shut up and appreciate what you've got.
I love Exeter, it is definitely not a shithole. For those backhome who doesn't know where is Exeter, please Google it.
As an international student, the reason I come to study in the UK is due to it's world recognition education and also culture exchange. I do not come here for 'holiday'. I do not choose due to the popularity of the city football team. I choose Exeter because it is very English, very country-side and no high rise building. I like the campus life here where I walk to uni everyday.
My friends complained how bad Exeter is, despite they themselves studying here, isn't it funny?
if you do not like the place, leave! or don't even bother to come over at the first place. Yes, you said Warwick rejected you or UCL rejected you and that's why you ended up in Exeter. Excuse me, bare in mind, they rejected you because you are not good enough for them. You should blame yourself but not to blame at the University that you are attending. In fact, you should be grateful for them accepting. Always complaining there is nothing is Exeter, what do you want actually?
Yes, there are no branded LV, and gucci stores. But, there are other high street brands which are ample for students. Apple store, M&S, Tesco, Zara, TopShop, etc are all available. There's even a strip-club!
I personally think that that students here should stop complaining for what Exeter uni and city got to offer. If you really hate it, please piss off and if you are unable to do so, just shut up and appreciate what you've got.
I love Exeter, it is definitely not a shithole. For those backhome who doesn't know where is Exeter, please Google it.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
A visit from a friend
Had an awesome afternoon with Glenna. I realised that we literately talks about everything. Marriage, work, movies and BBC.
Thanks for dropping by :) It's so sweet of you.
Thanks for dropping by :) It's so sweet of you.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Back to basics
Read, the only way to ultimate knowledge. This year, I want to read as many as I can :)
Monday, December 13, 2010
Wasted
Just read Bell's blog and found out this guy commit suicide for a girl?
Well, I do not think it as romantic and what other's think rather I think it as an extremely irresponsible act.
I might have no rights to comment on anything or I may not understand what's love and stuff but leaving your parents, family and friends behind???
Condolences to the family.
Well, I do not think it as romantic and what other's think rather I think it as an extremely irresponsible act.
I might have no rights to comment on anything or I may not understand what's love and stuff but leaving your parents, family and friends behind???
Condolences to the family.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
It's almost 2 months
Well, I think I have the busiest 2 months in my life. New term started and everything is piling up. Besides the usual assignments and group work, I am now traveling a lot.
Since becoming the president of Malaysian society in my uni, I have been networking a lot. Anyway, I am loving my busy life!!
Glad to meet some awesome people nowadays, also had a great time participating he IBM business challenge which I learned a lot from this competition. 2 more rounds to go and I hope that we can at least make it to semi-finals and Citibank-Canary Wharf, here we go!!!!
Since becoming the president of Malaysian society in my uni, I have been networking a lot. Anyway, I am loving my busy life!!
Glad to meet some awesome people nowadays, also had a great time participating he IBM business challenge which I learned a lot from this competition. 2 more rounds to go and I hope that we can at least make it to semi-finals and Citibank-Canary Wharf, here we go!!!!
Thursday, September 30, 2010
what is it?
Finally, I went back to the UK. Moving into a new house, new room and new housemates.
Lectures are starting next week and I am getting excited for the new start. Everything is almost settled and everything went absolutely fine.
Mom will be done with her chemo in 2 weeks time and then she will be healthy and live life to fullest.
everything seems so fine and yet why I still feel there is something bothering me....
what is it?......
Lectures are starting next week and I am getting excited for the new start. Everything is almost settled and everything went absolutely fine.
Mom will be done with her chemo in 2 weeks time and then she will be healthy and live life to fullest.
everything seems so fine and yet why I still feel there is something bothering me....
what is it?......
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Writen during emo time~(forget how long was it)
Sometimes I just wish my life can be so much more difficult. Then, it will let me learnt to be more independent and to be more appreciate the things that I have right now.At the age of 22, I can say that I haven’t been through hardship. Things have been easy for me all these time and caused me not to strike hard for anything. I am so regret for what I have done. I really wish there is a time machine, I will turn back into time where I will drop off all unneccassary stuffs and to do the right thing.
As a student, I did not fullfill my job because I take things too easy. I did not pay full attention in class and did not study hard enough to meet the grades that I should have. I did not humble enough to ask questions. I did not willing to learn and most of all I am not hardworking at all to study.
As a daughter, I was not caring enough to my family. I was too naïve to believe that things will lead the way as time goes by. I was not strong enough to face all the problems that happen in the family. I was disobedient to my elders. I was ignorant to household things.
As a sister, I was not a good example to my brother. I was too strict towards him. I was a big bullier and did not care how my brother progression in life and studies. I was too selfish to my brother and only know how to make use of him.
As a friend, I was not as sincere. Some friends , I did not even take the initiative to contact them. I found I was too fake. I am good at making friends but not good at maintaining relationships.
I guess I am nothing afterall. BUT, I will change. From this moment, I want to be a better person, a better daughter, sister, student and friend. I know it is not going to be easy, but I will do my very very best. I am not satisfied with what I am now, character and personality wise.Give me sometime, I want to be a better person!
p/s: I must be very down at the time I wrote this post....
As a student, I did not fullfill my job because I take things too easy. I did not pay full attention in class and did not study hard enough to meet the grades that I should have. I did not humble enough to ask questions. I did not willing to learn and most of all I am not hardworking at all to study.
As a daughter, I was not caring enough to my family. I was too naïve to believe that things will lead the way as time goes by. I was not strong enough to face all the problems that happen in the family. I was disobedient to my elders. I was ignorant to household things.
As a sister, I was not a good example to my brother. I was too strict towards him. I was a big bullier and did not care how my brother progression in life and studies. I was too selfish to my brother and only know how to make use of him.
As a friend, I was not as sincere. Some friends , I did not even take the initiative to contact them. I found I was too fake. I am good at making friends but not good at maintaining relationships.
I guess I am nothing afterall. BUT, I will change. From this moment, I want to be a better person, a better daughter, sister, student and friend. I know it is not going to be easy, but I will do my very very best. I am not satisfied with what I am now, character and personality wise.Give me sometime, I want to be a better person!
p/s: I must be very down at the time I wrote this post....
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Hi Blog,
Hello feelings, sorry to abandon you for such a long time.
I have been busy... like seriously. Another more acceptable excuse is that I am very lazy to tell you my life.
In short, I am doing just fine. Mom finally going to chemotherapy, I guess I have to leave you for sometime again.
Meanwhile, I will continue to live life to fullest!
I have been busy... like seriously. Another more acceptable excuse is that I am very lazy to tell you my life.
In short, I am doing just fine. Mom finally going to chemotherapy, I guess I have to leave you for sometime again.
Meanwhile, I will continue to live life to fullest!
Sunday, July 4, 2010
该怎么去爱？
这个问题缠绕了近4年了吧。。。
打从18岁就开始想谈恋爱。。。直到现在还是单身。
这并不是坏事只是我担心我不会去爱。。。
朋友们爱得轰轰烈烈。。。到分手瓶颈的时候却痛斥心扉。 这也是让我迟迟都不敢开始任何一段感情。当然， 这不是最重要的因素 只不过我还没有心里准备去接受会面临的种种问题。
我很想不顾一切，干干脆脆那样，可是我做不到。。。
朋友说我想太多， 的确是， 我想很多。。I can't help it!
真正了解我的人不多。。。
最近几位姐妹在感情上出现问题。。。真的让我心痛～
也让我真正的在思考。。。该怎么去爱～～～
打从18岁就开始想谈恋爱。。。直到现在还是单身。
这并不是坏事只是我担心我不会去爱。。。
朋友们爱得轰轰烈烈。。。到分手瓶颈的时候却痛斥心扉。 这也是让我迟迟都不敢开始任何一段感情。当然， 这不是最重要的因素 只不过我还没有心里准备去接受会面临的种种问题。
我很想不顾一切，干干脆脆那样，可是我做不到。。。
朋友说我想太多， 的确是， 我想很多。。I can't help it!
真正了解我的人不多。。。
最近几位姐妹在感情上出现问题。。。真的让我心痛～
也让我真正的在思考。。。该怎么去爱～～～
Friday, June 18, 2010
It's not an ordinary night tonight. Things just happened not the way I have ever expected it. Tears keep running down my both cheeks and I have no control of stopping it.
I don't know whether this is the right path or not. But at least I know it is not the correct path to walk. My heart is aching, really aching in pain in fact and I cannot even dare to imagine how they feel. It must be million times more than I do.
Well, at least things are cleared. But I certainly hope that things happen in exchange of something better. Maybe is later, but I am sure it will come. I do have faith.
I really feel heartbroken.... honestly. But, I will stay strong because I have faith. I believe things happen for a reason and change for a reason. Hopefully the incident will teach us a lesson. As he said, it will leave a scar in our heart to remind ourselves. I do not want this scar. I do not.... Not at all......
Tonight will be another sleepless night with tears' companion.
I don't know whether this is the right path or not. But at least I know it is not the correct path to walk. My heart is aching, really aching in pain in fact and I cannot even dare to imagine how they feel. It must be million times more than I do.
Well, at least things are cleared. But I certainly hope that things happen in exchange of something better. Maybe is later, but I am sure it will come. I do have faith.
I really feel heartbroken.... honestly. But, I will stay strong because I have faith. I believe things happen for a reason and change for a reason. Hopefully the incident will teach us a lesson. As he said, it will leave a scar in our heart to remind ourselves. I do not want this scar. I do not.... Not at all......
Tonight will be another sleepless night with tears' companion.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Mission Accomplished!
As most of you aware of, I went home without letting my family knows, and yes, I did managed to suprise my parents and my mom almost cry!
Let me brieftly tell you the story. It goes like this.
I wanted to celebrate my birthday with my parents this year. So, I decided to come back earlier.
And the naughty idea of surprising them came into my mine! Hence, to start the mission, I need a assistant who is my brother hahaha....I sent him a facebook inbox to let him know that I need his help to fetch me from the bus station. He was totally into the mission and we keep in contact to make sure it is a success. It is not easy because our house have the alarm system and also the gate is freaking loud when you open it! Also, not forgetting the Metro secrurity that petroling during the night!
The plan will not success if my maid forget to unlock the glass door and Bingo!!!! she really forget to unlock!
Well, my brother told my parents that he had to go to school for a stay over camp. Then, he went to Old town to sit and waited for me for 3 hours! Later, when we reached home, we left the car outside then CLIMBED into my house!!! Later, when we found out my maid forget to unlock the glass door, we phoned the house and luckily we only woke up my maid and not my parents.
So far so good right?
Then, I slept in my brother's room and waited for morning to wake my parents up.
Guess what? while we were sleeping, my mom said: " Boy, I cannot contact you sister, I tried to call her a lot of times but she did not answer...." But, my brother just act like nothing.
I suddenly feel so bad and I went out and I shocked my father and mother!!!
hahahhaha......
My mom told me her feelings was angry+shocked+happy+confused.
She told me if she cannot find me, she will start calling my friends to find me and RenEe will be the first person to contact and when she gets me she is gonna scold me thoroughly!!
But, when she saw me all anger gone!!! hahahahahhahahhahahahahahahaha!!!! Lucky me!!!!
And now, she told everyone this story whenever she sees anyone. I am now labelled as the "naughty girl". Well, you can say I am naughty but I do not really think so. hehehe.... this is the spice of life! Certainly, I do not consider surprising my parents is something naughty.......Everything is fine if my mom slept through the night instead of looking me! Hey, I saved a lot of time and money for my parents since they did not need to travel all the way to KL and return!
Anyway, I am still happy that the mission is accomplished!!!! hehehe....
There will be a next time, trust me! *evil grin*
Let me brieftly tell you the story. It goes like this.
I wanted to celebrate my birthday with my parents this year. So, I decided to come back earlier.
And the naughty idea of surprising them came into my mine! Hence, to start the mission, I need a assistant who is my brother hahaha....I sent him a facebook inbox to let him know that I need his help to fetch me from the bus station. He was totally into the mission and we keep in contact to make sure it is a success. It is not easy because our house have the alarm system and also the gate is freaking loud when you open it! Also, not forgetting the Metro secrurity that petroling during the night!
The plan will not success if my maid forget to unlock the glass door and Bingo!!!! she really forget to unlock!
Well, my brother told my parents that he had to go to school for a stay over camp. Then, he went to Old town to sit and waited for me for 3 hours! Later, when we reached home, we left the car outside then CLIMBED into my house!!! Later, when we found out my maid forget to unlock the glass door, we phoned the house and luckily we only woke up my maid and not my parents.
So far so good right?
Then, I slept in my brother's room and waited for morning to wake my parents up.
Guess what? while we were sleeping, my mom said: " Boy, I cannot contact you sister, I tried to call her a lot of times but she did not answer...." But, my brother just act like nothing.
I suddenly feel so bad and I went out and I shocked my father and mother!!!
hahahhaha......
My mom told me her feelings was angry+shocked+happy+confused.
She told me if she cannot find me, she will start calling my friends to find me and RenEe will be the first person to contact and when she gets me she is gonna scold me thoroughly!!
But, when she saw me all anger gone!!! hahahahahhahahhahahahahahahaha!!!! Lucky me!!!!
And now, she told everyone this story whenever she sees anyone. I am now labelled as the "naughty girl". Well, you can say I am naughty but I do not really think so. hehehe.... this is the spice of life! Certainly, I do not consider surprising my parents is something naughty.......Everything is fine if my mom slept through the night instead of looking me! Hey, I saved a lot of time and money for my parents since they did not need to travel all the way to KL and return!
Anyway, I am still happy that the mission is accomplished!!!! hehehe....
There will be a next time, trust me! *evil grin*
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Post exam~
Finally finishing another year of University. Today was my last paper, and I am all done!
Post exam programme? Nothing much, I am going to start my movie marathon.
Tomorrow, I am going to the beach! Hopefully, I will have a great day.
I don't know why. After exam got an "emptiness" feeling~
Human being, always have complicated emotions. haiz~
Post exam programme? Nothing much, I am going to start my movie marathon.
Tomorrow, I am going to the beach! Hopefully, I will have a great day.
I don't know why. After exam got an "emptiness" feeling~
Human being, always have complicated emotions. haiz~
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Being
Being.....
with an object is to care for it, to have concern for it... producing something, attending to something and looking after it, making use of something, giving up something and letting. Hugo, undertaking, discussing determining, accomplishing, interrogating, considering.... all of these are ways of BEING.
I am a human being......
with an object is to care for it, to have concern for it... producing something, attending to something and looking after it, making use of something, giving up something and letting. Hugo, undertaking, discussing determining, accomplishing, interrogating, considering.... all of these are ways of BEING.
I am a human being......
Saturday, May 8, 2010
Guys are visual animal
Boy: "For us, if we find a girlfriend, we do not care about how they look. The most important part is inside. The heart and personality are the most crucial of all. So, you girls no need to worry about your looks because a guy will like your inner beauty more."
Me: " Really? So you don't mind how your girlfriend looks like right?"
Boy: "Of course no. As I said, inner more important."
Me: "So.... tell me your type. What type of girls you like?"
Boy: "Erm....... I like girls with long hair. Preferably fair. Cannot be too fat or too thin. Must shorter than me and must be very feminine."
Me: "You go to die la!" -.-'
Me: " Really? So you don't mind how your girlfriend looks like right?"
Boy: "Of course no. As I said, inner more important."
Me: "So.... tell me your type. What type of girls you like?"
Boy: "Erm....... I like girls with long hair. Preferably fair. Cannot be too fat or too thin. Must shorter than me and must be very feminine."
Me: "You go to die la!" -.-'
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Updates about Istanbul!
Came back 3 days ago from Istanbul. It was a short but awesome trip. Solehah and me were crazy all the time during the trip. Our plane time was early 6.30am. Therefore we need to go to the airport the night before. Basically, we slept over at the airport and stayed there for more than 7 hours before departure!
This trip, besides sightseeing, we meet a lot of important people but we had no idea who are they. When we were at London Gatwick, someone from the middle eastern country came to visit London. There were a lot of securities, policemen and reporters.
After 3 hours 20 mins, we finally arrived Istanbul. As you know low cost airline do not go to major airport, so we landed at Istanbul-Sabiha Gokchen airport which is located at the Asia side of Turkey. We had to take approx. 45 min bus to the main town of Istanbul. It was not that bad, like sight seeing. The view of the Bosphorus was magnificent!!!
Traffic in Istanbul city is crazy. The drivers are very rough. Even the traffic light showed that is green light for the pedestrian, drivers did not care but continue to drive their way. Soleha was very paranoid about road-crossing. The sound of horn are everywhere and every second. *scary*
Later, we found the way to our hostel. It was quite complicated. We have to take underground. Then take tram to cross the Golden Horn Strait to the other side of Istanbul. The old side of the Istanbul. Taking about the Tram. I was stuck in the Tram while Solehah was already get out of the tram. I was so afraid! hahah... luckily some guy opened the door for me. Then, we walked our to find our hostel. GOSH~~ our hostel have no main entrance. It was above a carpet shop. We were so afraid. There was this guy claimed that he worked at the hostel and showed us the way to the hostel. We walked into the carpet shop, walked almost the back of the shop and went up to the stairs. We came to the elevator. The elevator was the old fashion type where you have to open the door yourself. The reception was on the top floor of the building with a very very simple table and a computer but the view was really nice. We able to see the straits.
Overall in the trip, I learned more about religion. As Solehah will tell the history and the differences between each religion. Too bad that most of the places, we are not allowed to take any pictures, if not it would be so nice to share some really jaw-dropping moments with you guys. Oh yeah! The policemen there are handsome. Really Handsome and fit. They look like model. Not kidding. Their police uniform are like those F1 motor racing. Tall, Fit and good looking!!!
2 more weeks to final exam and then I will be back to Malaysia!!! WOOHOO!!!!!
Friday, April 23, 2010
New stuffs
My mom came to visit me last week in the UK. She brought me loads of new stuffs. Just want to share with you guys!! Hahhaha.... I am the luckiest and the most Haengbok person in the world!
Just to refresh your memory. My parents bought me a Tiffany key necklace for me 21 birthday. This year, my mom bought me a love pendant from Tiffany& Co. as well.... Hahha... that makes a match.woohoo~~
Next, my mom brought me a watch from Switzerland. Although it is not my first Swatch but it is the first watch bought from the origin country and typically shown where it is from.
My Dad also bought me a Fila bag from Hong Kong. My mom brought along with her for me!
I brought my mom to Abercrombie and Fitch. She was indeed quite excited to see hot models walking around. We want to buy a t-shirt for Andrew but it was quite expensive so forget about it!
Last but not least my new online eye candy!
Jonas Surzbach. He is soooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!! He has 2 chinese character tatoo, Shen(God) on his biceps and Tian tang( Heaven) on his abs! Gosh!!! Way to sexy!!! He is Mr Brazil 2009!
How can you resist someone who is so sexay!!!! *nose-bleeding*
Just to refresh your memory. My parents bought me a Tiffany key necklace for me 21 birthday. This year, my mom bought me a love pendant from Tiffany& Co. as well.... Hahha... that makes a match.woohoo~~
Next, my mom brought me a watch from Switzerland. Although it is not my first Swatch but it is the first watch bought from the origin country and typically shown where it is from.
My Dad also bought me a Fila bag from Hong Kong. My mom brought along with her for me!
I brought my mom to Abercrombie and Fitch. She was indeed quite excited to see hot models walking around. We want to buy a t-shirt for Andrew but it was quite expensive so forget about it!
Last but not least my new online eye candy!
Jonas Surzbach. He is soooooooooooo hot!!!!!!!! He has 2 chinese character tatoo, Shen(God) on his biceps and Tian tang( Heaven) on his abs! Gosh!!! Way to sexy!!! He is Mr Brazil 2009!
How can you resist someone who is so sexay!!!! *nose-bleeding*
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