5 months ago, I was in Seoul, Korea and now I am in Exeter , UK.
Things have not been going the way that I want it to be. I know I have been avoiding it all the time. I really need a push to make me at least the first move. I don't know when I can escape all from this. I do not know why, I think the self-esteem problem happen again.
I hope I will able to adjust to what I hope I will be quickly cuz I dunno how long I can stand.
Feel the feelings
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Seoul~~
More to offer, More to explore, More to see, more to play and I just aniticipating and get exciting everyday.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Saturday, May 14, 2011
Nolstagic
I logged in to Friendster after so many years. Wow, I was laughing all the way when I was reading all the testi. Suddenly, all those memories came back like "I wrote a testi for you, you write for me okay?"
All the pictures just gave me a gossebumps when I went through it. Hahaha.... those were the times before Facebook.
I looked so different 5 years ago. I was thin back then. Ah, how nice it was when I was young and naive. Now, one more year, I am going to step into the real adult life and start working. Start to think about my career, my life and family.
Wanna have a glimpse of how I look when I was 18/19? Here is it...
When I was 18. ON my birthday with Bell.
When I was 18++. Meeting with Jing En.
When I stepped into 19. Went to college.
When I was 19. Farewell trip with Lu.
When I was 19++. End of Sem dinner with Glenna.
When I was 20 years old. I was already in London, UK meeting with Renee.
Hahaha.... I looked different do I?
All the pictures just gave me a gossebumps when I went through it. Hahaha.... those were the times before Facebook.
I looked so different 5 years ago. I was thin back then. Ah, how nice it was when I was young and naive. Now, one more year, I am going to step into the real adult life and start working. Start to think about my career, my life and family.
Wanna have a glimpse of how I look when I was 18/19? Here is it...
When I was 18. ON my birthday with Bell.
When I was 18++. Meeting with Jing En.
When I stepped into 19. Went to college.
When I was 19. Farewell trip with Lu.
When I was 19++. End of Sem dinner with Glenna.
When I was 20 years old. I was already in London, UK meeting with Renee.
Hahaha.... I looked different do I?
Friday, April 22, 2011
Review
昨晚上网看了 ’婚前试爱‘。 最后要在ending之前, 女主角陈述了一句所谓电影里面的名句
”你爱他 就要先hurt他.因为内疚系维系爱情噶最好方法“
我听了之后第一个反应是 ”什么烂东西?“
然后再听了一下。。。。再想一想也许这就是 ”爱情“。
我不知道给爱人背叛是什么感觉。。。更不知道什么是”爱情“。所以其实我没有什么资格去评论任何东西。因为都不懂。但就是发表自己的电影感想而已。看了这电影,我相信这种事真的会发生。
现代人真的缺乏安全感,又不给别人安全感。。。信任常挂在嘴边, 但多少人能的确的做到??
被信任和去信任都不是一件容易的事。有时侯明明很爱对方却表现的不在乎。有时侯不爱对方了, 因为在一起太久爱情也会变感情而感情又会变人情,给少了不好意思,给多了又觉得不值。 (也是电影的对白)
人真是复杂的动物。。。是多愁善感。矛盾,自私,失控,无理取闹等等症状会在爱情里出现。
而我。。。还没有这个心里准备变成那样的人。
虽然一个人有时侯会寂寞。。但是, 我很享受现在的单身生活:)
我会渴望, 不会排除。
不会追求,只会珍惜。
Happy Easter Day :)
”你爱他 就要先hurt他.因为内疚系维系爱情噶最好方法“
我听了之后第一个反应是 ”什么烂东西?“
然后再听了一下。。。。再想一想也许这就是 ”爱情“。
我不知道给爱人背叛是什么感觉。。。更不知道什么是”爱情“。所以其实我没有什么资格去评论任何东西。因为都不懂。但就是发表自己的电影感想而已。看了这电影,我相信这种事真的会发生。
现代人真的缺乏安全感,又不给别人安全感。。。信任常挂在嘴边, 但多少人能的确的做到??
被信任和去信任都不是一件容易的事。有时侯明明很爱对方却表现的不在乎。有时侯不爱对方了, 因为在一起太久爱情也会变感情而感情又会变人情,给少了不好意思,给多了又觉得不值。 (也是电影的对白)
人真是复杂的动物。。。是多愁善感。矛盾,自私,失控,无理取闹等等症状会在爱情里出现。
而我。。。还没有这个心里准备变成那样的人。
虽然一个人有时侯会寂寞。。但是, 我很享受现在的单身生活:)
我会渴望, 不会排除。
不会追求,只会珍惜。
Happy Easter Day :)
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